Are highly toxic people. So me being able to stay in my house without paying rent for a few months is a huge blessing. I also sold my.ipad to my boyfriend for $600. So if my dog needs surgery i have money started for that.
But for example i called my dad yesterday when i thought i was moving still and asked him if someone can help me pack because i absolutely was not functioning and he completely invalidated me and said “i dont know why you think youre so disabled, everyone procrastinates, just do it”. Like my dude if i COULD i WOULD. Thats what hes not understanding, but hes so thick headed he wasnt listening to me so i ended the conversation. And my mom is a violent alcoholic with a lot of drama issues. My dad tries to convince me to go off antipsychotics a lot and i have listened before. Its not good. I was not making a great decision anyway, but i thought i literally had no option. Anyway my landlord is amazing.
Dang thats awful. Yeah its not fun. Im trying to learn who i can and cant trust but i feel like my memory is so bad i have to be reminded of the bad things people do to me. It was just a year ago i wrote two songs about how awful my parents werre treating me last year, and forgot all about it until today.
I’m sorry your parents can’t support you well enough. It sucks to be reminded of past issues. Sometimes it’s nice to just be oblivious, even though it’s not healthy