@Jake, didnt you post it few days ago?
Im following religious discusion threads, but as Christian, I found most of stuff we imaginated while psychotic are false beleives.
Well, I felt similar things, and still having it.
But I try to find answer in smaller things, like helping the poor, feeding homeless, such things that would simple Christian do.
I volunteered in church kitchen, talked to poor people etc
Im now careful with predicting, ego, voices and such.
How does it seem to you?