I’ve lost my girlfriend, an important internship, dropped out of college under “formal break” my friends aren’t around, severely fighting the urge to drink, my moms heart issues. It’s too much. I’m hallucinating horribly and my touch on reality is warped. Can’t get help until Tuesday.
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Holy ■■■■ man, that’s a lot to take on at once. I feel for you
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That is a lot. Hang in there. 
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Hope things easy up for you @Squanchy, hang in there
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Hang in there 151515
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I would take a break. You deserve it. Wait till you’re in a better frame of mind for school. I didn’t know what I was doing and let stress screw up my GPA, because I didn’t drop the class or get an incomplete. Also, avoid caffeine when you’re in school, maybe.
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Better days will come.
I believe.
Hang in there.
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Stay strong.
The drinking will just stretch out and make worse any grief you’re experiencing.
Much love and empathy from Oz.
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If you want to talk to a crisis hotline, they are there for you. I’ve included the link. Hugs as you process your grief and sorrow from the stress and trauma.
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Oh man. That’s too much for anyone. I’m so sorry.
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You’ll come through this and be stronger for it.
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I’m sorry to hear that @Squanchy. I hope you can hang in there until Tuesday.
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Erm, you might want to fix your typo….
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Got it. Thanks.
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Please hang in there @Squanchy
After the storm comes the sun.
Bad times won’t last forever although it may seem like this now.
Sending good thoughts and prayers your way
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Sorry to hear that @Squanchy .I had a hell of a lot of stress too and had to go to hospital, but I hope you will cope without needing an admission. Good luck and I hope for the best for you. Hang in there! 
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Shattered isn’t a bad thing. Look at yourself as a LEGO piece that has been reduced to blocks. This is your chance to be something new. Think of it in terms of an opportunity to reinvent yourself.
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Thanks for the love and support everyone. This all just feels like too much. I go from being ready to take on the world to being destroyed. I have no friends or anyone to talk to about these things so I appreciate you all. I have a safety plan in place in case I do get suicidal.
I’m so insanely impulsive. I got two piercings and a neck tattoo this week, and I promised myself no tattoos on my neck up. I just need to make it to Tuesday.
I’m just empty and doing whatever I can to fill the void without resorting to alcohol.
I miss her, and I want my mom to be healthy. I hate that I relapsed mentally and that I lost my internship and dropped out of school. I’m a failure as a son, brother, and boyfriend, a student, a pet owner.
Im hallucinating bugs crawling all over my skin and Im hearing insanely negative voices. It’s been over a year since I have hallucinated like this. Im trying to fight back but my will is gone.
I’ve sold most of my expensive belongings and have spent it on stupid stuff.
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I’m sorry about all this. Can you go to a psych ward until you’re ready to handle all this? The hallucinations sounds just awful!
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