After being ran clear across the country i had thrown my ticket away because they showed me what my life would be. I left the station to go die in the city, in mort’s hometown actually, down by the pyramid i was.
so i started walking and waited to die.
I walked so long without rest my legs began to ache very badly. They began to shut down and it was hard to use them, my feet were dragging even and i swayed back and forth almost falling down.
So i look over at some trees and there is a being made of light in a triangle doorway in one of them. She said “ssssshhhhhhhh” in my left ear.
After a moment i kept walking but with nowhere to go i turned back and some guy called me to his car and asked if i needed help.
So, almost dead anyway i said sure why not. I got in the car and we waited for his friend to join us in the car.
His friend gets in the car and then the beings in my head began to tell me the blood was being drained from my legs.
It was creepy ■■■■ to hear that, some whisper in my mind saying that after a month of sleepless torment that my aching legs that were shutting down were being drained of their blood.
I realized later that i had been to the heart of the earth, straight to the core.
Pans, you are like me and other schizophrenic, who were deprived of sleep for weeks or even months when the psychosis attacks us. Nobody could bear a sleepless time for more than one week. My antipsychotics help me in sleep and give me peaceful night. That’s why I like antipsychotics despite its side effects.
igior, I was wondering what medication you are on (what kind of med and the dose). It’s amazing that you can stand working 15hours a day. Unbelievable. coz I could only work 2-3 hours a day. If more than that, I would be over stressed.
@green6 I work 15 hours 4 days a week, for a total of 60 hours. It’s rough but I love the pay! Overtime! I’m on Haldol, 5 mg 3 times a day (with the option to take a fourth pill if needed).
Your body is pretty tough because I heard Haldol is a strong med. Be careful about the side effect of TD. I am on Amisulpride, the dose is low, 250 mg once everyday.