Today was hard felt so deaddeaddead. No knife at least but i was too tired to cut.Tonight my mind was scattered a bit. Feel restless and dead at same time. Alien called me the devil’s girl and Sarah (the good female in my head) called me a good girl and that I must not listen to Alien. I hugged her she’s sweet. I’m glad I have an ally against Alien.
Anyway that’s my latest mindscape… I am dreading tomorrow morning bcuz I’m always at my worst in the morning. I hate getting out of bed.if it weren’t for hubby I’d stay in there more than half the day.i am struggling to cope with almost everything.it’s a daily struggle.must make appt with my pdoc soon…I whatsapped him today but he never replied. Maybe because it’s Sunday.
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@Hadeda I am so sorry you are still struggling with the voices and probably depression. It’s good that you came here and got some distraction and support. Seriously you need to see a Pdoc as soon as possible. If the Pdoc currently with you is not good enough then change for a better one.
Send to you my best wishes and positive vibes.
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