Ok thank you guys but you dont know what is real and what is a paranoid or delusional. I have proof to my sayings. This is reality, anyway a Mod please close this thread, might be triggering for some. I know this is real if you reread first post
I know it feels real but I can assure you it’s not. I don’t know how to help, I’m sorry. Just please take care of yourself.
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Also please tell someone how you are feeling. Maybe they can help.
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Oh and my sister in law studies nursing. She wants to be a nurse out of nowhere. You won’t believe me again, fine…But i don’t believe in coincidences, there is too many… I believe she wants to “TAKE CARE OF ME”
well if you won’t take the boards advice and get help no one can help you…you are just wasting our time when you won’t take our advice…everyone here has told you that you are delusional…I wash my hands of this.
I am going through hell now
I was the same way Typo, 2 years ago.
You need to have your meds adjusted before you either hurt yourself or others.
Please seek help.
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What I once thought was “proof” turned out to be a blank videotape after I was on meds and my mind wasn’t filling in the blanks.
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No one is disputing that these people exist, we’re disputing the connections your mind is making. They’re coincidences. I know you don’t like that explanation, but sometimes that’s as deep as it goes.
Please talk to your pdoc about this.
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You should be in the hospital right now. You are paranoid and delusional. How does your sisters or people you know working at the hospital have any relation to whether they would put in in a mental hospital? I do not see any logical connection.
Another point I want to make is that if your mom does not care about you or want to lock you away, she can just do so now and have you committed on the fact you are delusional. The fact she didn’t and goes to your psychiatrist appointments, shows me she wants you to recover and live life like a normal person.
Defeating your delusions using logic and the evidence around you will give you back your life. If you continue to think your delusions are real, you will never get anywhere and your delusion of them locking you life might really become a reality.
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These two workers from hospital are godfathers (i dont know the word in English) or relatives to my brother and sister in law. No they cant put me in hospital for no reason. I said my mind will become very paranoid knowing they and my family are watching me. It’s a conspiracy against me to go mad so they will have a reason to lock me somewhere in a mental institution
You honestly think, the two workers would have the capacity and resources and time to watch you after work? What makes you so important that your relatives constantly want to watch you after work? Does it give them pleasure seeing someone suffer? Why wouldn’t they do something fun? What makes you so important that these people want you in a mental institution? Are you some kind of important political figure or wealthy person in some kind of power struggle? No you are not. Let me be blunt, you have no power or wealth that anyone would envy. What would anyone gain from watching you and putting you into an institutional setting? Your only option now, is to think through this yourself. No one else can help you.
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My family wants this i can imagine because i’m the black sheep in my family, no one else has schizophrenia or any other psychotic illnesses, even in extended family, no one has this. I think i’m a shame for them. I am not an important person
You are what you believe or will yourself to be. If you believe you are a shame to everyone, then you are. If you believe you can recover and do great things, it will be so.
I have already said if your mom doesn’t care about you, she wouldn’t go to your psychiatrist appointment. Why bother? Just let you rot in home and eventually kick you out? Or they can kick you out right now. You are 30 years old. You are an adult. It is within the parents’ rights to kick you out, but they didn’t. Contemplate that for a moment.
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Thanks man you’re a smart guy 
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Good luck. Your road to recovery starts today. Conquer your delusions, and you will conquer life.
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You’re making connections that are not really there and maybe you think they are true and not delusions because you’re on meds and have few symtoms
I still belive my mother is a witch sometimes even if I have no other symtoms that’s why is scary because my mind is clear.
This is he first time you complain about your parents, you think they just decide one day to throw you out when they know you’re ill and they love you
If it’s ever the case to kick you out they will talk to you, help you recover and help you get a job and a place of you’re own
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Hi thanks! I slept 3 hours last night, and you?
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I slept good from 23 to 7 with 4 interruptions at 12, 3 and 6 this morning.
How do you feel today? With so less sleep I imagine not the best in your life
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I don’t feel too good. I’m going now to drink another coffee. Enjoy your day today 