Last night was really bad. I first heard lots of gunshots and screaming from outside, then I went into my room and there was banging from inside my closet, and they were talking from inside there, saying things like get him, get him. Now, go. Kill him. This was the first time I really feel like I understood what my auditory hallucinations said. I consider them voices at this point. I also had a little bit of voices in PE today and I was conversing and IDK if my teacher saw me conversing with something that wasn’t there… Yikes.
It’s really scary when the whispers and noises start turning into voices. I kind of remember it, but it was a long time ago, before I went on meds. I still feel paranoia and fear but at least i don’t hear voices anymore.
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I have heard before what sounded like a gunshot coming from outside in my neighborhood followed by screaming, weird noises one would attribute to alien machinery landing outside and just good ol’ run of the mill angry screaming by people around here I can’t make out. I never even really look out my window to see what any of it is because I just don’t care. One time when I heard a POW followed by painful screaming I wrote on Facebook to all my friends in town I think someone might’ve just been shot but I’m too apathetic to get up and look, just to warn them.
I figure it’s all really none of my business until I start hearing glass break in one of my windows or something.
I really hope you get to talk to a professional soon…
Early help= early healing.
I vaguely remember that crossing point where the random pings and noises in my head starting becoming understandable… it was really confusing and a bit scary.
Good luck