Oh, yeah, today ive remembered my ex… He knew me when i was already ill and around him, i entered in even sharper state… He never supported or helped though… He wasnt even my boyfriend seriously, but yeah…
Tbh, he treated me for a peasant… He was saying, that i cant even think, that my eyes are empty… I dont hold a grudge against him, but the trutih is that i wasnt at his level yeap
… I would never be it…
I continued thinking about him for years, even now… I see him in my dreams in the night… But now i realize, that i am dumb to think of him still… But it hurts still…
Anyway, its just a story, probably a story of my sz too…
sorry to hear he treated you like that. how long were you with him and how long separated now?
I saw him for 5 years for once in a month… He ended up by coming at my home, when he was drunk… He probably had a pity for me at the end…
I didnt see him since 5 years… I think too much if him still, but i guess, that i am digging myself from even tougher places…
I’m sorry he mistreated you, and I’m glad you haven’t seen him again in 5 years. Everyone deserves to be treated with respect.
He mistreated me, but theres some truth in that still, no? I am just a peasant, who comes from a peasant family…
You know what, folks? He threw an eye on my best friend, who is ill too. She comes from a very intellectual family, maybe he is with her now, i ignore it… I’ll have to become stronger for things like that too… But i think, that i’ll never forget that guy, yeah…
Well I hope you don’t allow him into your thoughts very often. He’s not worth it
Yeap, i know, thank you… 
But it would be the joke of the century, if he gets together with my friend no? lol…
she always had men, whle me, i was rottening here in total despair about my life, unable to go out or to handle a conversation…
It will be a hit, thats all…
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