So finally I know that the amount of meth my brother was giving to me on 2016 was a lethal dose. IDK why I am still alive:
And it still could be the main reason why my psychosis was so long.
I know such talks about illegal substances shall be only recovery based. And so so I am adding;
It was first and the last time I tried meth, and consequences were terrible. Life while sober is worth it.
Also, my brother is worthy a nobel prize 
as being a worst person ever:
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Wow. That sounds bad
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And he likes to say, that that dose didn’t worsen my psychosis.
But actually it terribly worsened it. Also, I am glad I am still alive…
It’s very very bad. I hate the fact he is my family member. I believe my friends wouldn’t acted this way as he did
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Drugs are very bad for schizophrenia
Nicotine is ok and so is caffiene
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I’m glad you didn’t keep doing it. It was very bad for you but you survived it. Now you can move forward with life knowing how strong you are.
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That sounds awful. I’m sorry you went through that. Did he intend to give you such a high dose?
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I’m sorry that he did that
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No offense, but your brother kinda sounds like a dipshit.
Meth is well known to cause drug induced psychosis and feelings of paranoia.
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I have two brothers, one is a very good friend, we are close, the other never talks to me. He might as well be a stranger.
He could be experiencing anything for I know. I wish him luck but he treats me like we’re not related. I’m just glad I have a great relationship with the younger one at least. It’s good to have a sibling you get along with.
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Never done meth but I’m assuming it’s a hell of a drug. i don’t judge your brother because maybe it’s his addiction that tempted him to try to get you to smoke it but… Its probably best to keep a little distance from anyone who would give you meth. Not saying he’s a bad person. Just to be safe.
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99.9% he knew what dose he was giving,
Because he even lied about the dosage at the beginning. He said it’s a very small dose-
And just later, after several years he said how terribly big the dose was.
I even trier googling the doses, how one or another dose could affect a person, and the dose he gave me is like 5x times bigger then it should be.
Jeez. I’m so sorry that happened to you. I don’t think I’d ever be able to trust my brother again if he tried to kill me. Keep your distance from him. He sounds dangerous.
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Were you experiencing symptoms before meth? How did you take the it, smoke it ect.? I had a meth induced psychosis that lasted a few years. Dumbest thing I’ve ever done. It might have messed you up, but I’d put odds on you’ll mostly recover from it.
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Yeah, I was experiencing some symptoms even before meth. But after meth I went into really bad psychosis.
I snorted 
@ericsbat
I know I know. I am keeping a distance from him.
He broke all the trust I had for him on 2016…
Sadly he said how big the dose was after a long time. If I would knew it from the beginning; it would be different. Maybe they would sent me first to a hospital and cleaned me from the meth, rather psych hospital @bittercat
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You can snort to much. It might’ve just pushed you way over into full psychosis. I had a meth induced psychosis after a year or so of use. Saw shadow people and stayed up for three days. I was pretty bad off. I looked into a lot of it and they say as long as you don’t have long term use that’s developed into brain damage your brain usually goes back to normal. The thing that sticks around is some movement stuff. I don’t know your experience though so I can’t say. I did mushrooms and acid too when I was 18 and psychotic. I feel I’ve mostly recovered from all that but again I can’t say.
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I have 2 brother’s and am close too my oldest one, but my twin and I aren’t that close he likes to do drugs and I’m not into that.
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