He went to college later in life. He goes full-time, and he doesn’t believe in me just because he can’t do some things, he doesn’t think I can. I just want too feel useful and help because when I have a task I do it super fast. He has to get a website together, I CAN do that. Instead I started crying after he was shouting. He yelled at me for crying and feeling bad for myself. I was like your the ■■■■■■■ one who talked me out of going to the hospital!!!
He’d rather pay some biiiitch, complain about it, and have her do the website. He is like" how can I have you do it if I don’t know what I’m doin?" I’m just trying to fuuuckinh help
first off stop the music for awhile. Then some deep breathing. And if he doesn’t want your help that’s just mean. He should have some faith in you. And no way should he be yelling. You should tell him that’s not nice.
@Towering2@Leaf Yea I am. He said he was just frustrated because I wasn’t getting his point, that he never doubted my intelligence, then we fell asleep on a good note. I had a really bad nightmare where I can’t fall back asleep now, and yesterday seems a blur…