She could have won an Academy Award for acting happy when she wasn’t. I wonder what she was afraid of.
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oh that’s a bummer that she pretended to be happy… but maybe she did it for her kids?
No. I didn’t like being fooled.
My mum is depressed too. But she really tries her best. Unfortunately several things she does hurt me, she can’t help it. And I do things that hurt her too. Idk if I will ever feel close to her. Maybe one day when I am recovered if, then things will be different, but I will never forget how she treated me whilst I was unwell. It really hurts. I feel like she wants me either perfect, or not at all. I could be wrong but that’s how I feel. It really upsets me and stresses me. I need to move out to feel better. Nvt, I am totally grateful for the things she has done for me, although, due to her depression it feels like she does it out of duty. Which also hurts. But like I said she tries her best and so do I. I do a lot of ■■■■ that stresses her out too.
Oh yea, plus my stress is trigerred because she was in my psychosis in a horrible, exaggerating way. I wonder if I will ever get over that. I hope so.
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Mother daughter relationships can be something else.
Anyways I’m happy for you that you figured out that she loved you. That’s a milestone!
Not really understanding how you figured that out from your thread that you did, but it sounds like things are going better
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I figured it out like doing a jigsaw puzzle. Bits and pieces of information made it possible to find the breakthrough incident. I feel much relief.
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