I guess her life was a real mess. I gotta see.
Can you elaborate?
You gonna become your own person at some point, or are you going to go to your grave revisiting every slight – real and perceived – that your mother visited upon you?
It’s no way to live, Chordy.
Pixel.
Mine was same way working for chief of police, hearing it all and seeing what is ignored (probably)…She was SUPER smother-mother as a teen…Worked very hard to support self and enjoy living on my own, away from it. Now she doesn’t give a crap about anything due to her valium. Mother was always a worrier…
Strangely, but as an adult, I think it actually gives you better idea of people’s intentions if you do make eye contact & is show of respect. I really just do this when I am working and feels like controlled situation, safe.
No, I did not look anyone in the eyes until after high school…Crammed so many people into tiny school and shoved in the new crips, with some of the teachers ignoring the threats yelled at all the girls. Does work better to look at floor and avoid eye contact…
I eventually found a trap most of my family knew about and it screwed me bad too…No one talks about these problems in cities/towns, just lets it feed on next one who falls in there. Kinda hurts when no one gave a crap about family but they helped their friends get through this okay…Parent of family is mental care so is even more cold. She was REALLY harsh on me when I came into contact with her work, just tried to make it worse for me…Know not to speak up or some of these mental care family problems get victims locked up, even arrested in front of neighbors for month & months stay in hospital over argument. Just avoid interaction…
She stroked my head in such away that it made me look down or go blind.
I only knew baby was a disaster.
By the context of that sentence, I’m not sure what you meant by the word “head”. lol
That’s all in your mind.
This whole experience of using this forum is since I’m just experiencing an image my brain made from data collected by my senses. lol
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