So, I write this in one of my thread like one minute ago,
But I need to say this again.
There is hope.
Actually, all doctors in hospitals said that my prognosis is very bad, that probably I will never be able to be who I was, I barely could say a sentence back then. I was only sleeping or in actual way running in the forests and talking to myself…
Untill my family found an amazing professional.
She said, that there’s possibility Its not an actual SZ, gave me ablify, and after long months where I was in total delusional state I started getting insight.
Like, really. Most doctors said my case is reaaally bad and they don’t want to even work with me- thats why in previous posts I said that my psychosis was literally bad, hell, etc.
Sometimes I don’t trust even this doctor (probably because of my BPD)
but she was the only one who believed in me. Who taked care of me.
And now I am here:) fully aware of everything (I believe) and even too talkative 
Idk if there are people who feel bad, gave up a hope, please don’t do lose faith
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I agree…the doctors told my mom and dad that I’d be either institutionalized or dead by the time I was 21…well, next month I’m turning 49! Hope has power indeed!
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So I choose to believe
Always 
That’s awesome, good luck to you on the rest of your recovery, seems like insight is key
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