this is a good thing about people with sz, we never give up hope, it is a sign of great strength within us to survive amid really bad symptoms etc,
hope is something that we think of when we think about recovery, we want to recover, hope to recover, one day, somehow, some way,
everybody has their own ways of trying to recover, some are good and some not so good (like self medicating with alcohol and illegal drugs) but i do hope most of us is making really good headway on the way to recovery,
my strategy is hard to explain but i do believe that it is working, i am hoping for a cure, i have never stopped believing that i will be better one day and not need any help.
i plan to stay out of the mental hospital for the rest of my life, i have a good med that i can work with and i know how to adjust my meds accordingly when i need to,
i just wanted to say to people that i am doing pretty good just now i hope you are too, and never give up hope, hope is what keeps me alive.