Ever since my mom passed 2 weeks ago, I don’t think that a day goes by where I don’t think of her. Sometimes, it like she’s talking to me or I remember one of her famous sayings and encouraging words. Sometimes, I can’t believe that she’s really gone.
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She will remain in you forever. She is part of you by DNA and is written in your code. Then you have memories that you can treasure and call upon when you want to remember her. You loved her and she loved you. It cannot be forgotten. it is written in your personal code. Love is forever, no matter what!
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Grieving takes time…
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It’s going to take some time @muzikos.
She will be with you in your heart forever.
I love my mom very much also.
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I’m sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine how hard that must be. I lost my brother 5 years ago, and I still think of him every day, but the pain does dull with time. Keep your head up.
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I lost my dad ten years ago, and even now, I think of him pretty much every day. When you lose someone you love, they stay with you forever.
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It’s been 7.5 years since my mom passed. In the first few weeks after, everything was very intense and I had a hard time doing just every day things without having to stop and cry.
I think of her every day, I miss her more (not less) as the time passes, but the searing pain has dulled with the years.
I’m very sorry for your profound loss. Enjoy your thoughts and memories of her and allow yourself all the time you need to grieve. It’s a long process. 
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I cannot imagine what it is like, but I have feared this very thing since I was a child.
especially now that I am basically financially and emotionally dependent on my mother for support, her death is like my nightmare.
A lot of my psychotic episodes involved trying to prevent her torture and death, as I would hallucinate that someone kidnapped her and was killing her.
I have a deep seated fear about losing her.
I am sorry that you lost your mother. I cannot imagine your pain, but I hope your pain goes away with time, and that you have a lot of good memories to last you the rest of your days!