I miss working. I miss having responsibility. Ive tried like 5 jobs. They all sucked and overwhelmed me. Even the simplest of jobs. Plus i live in Amish land and all the jobs are construction or customer service. I wish i could go back to the job where i took staples out of papers and scanned them. That was stress free and easy. But they dont need a guy to do that anymore.
I miss working too.
But I can’t right now.
Having a firm schedule for the day really helps.
Keeps me productive and busy.
My schedule is sit in the recliner till 11am. Do the dishes. Drink coffee. Move to the porch swing till 2pm. Move to bed for an hour. Go back to the porch swing. Then play an hour of video games at 8pm.
You need a schedule that is more rewarding, I think.
Do you have hobbies?
I like to draw/paint, play guitar, play video games. I spend most of my day on the phone though. I have high anxkety and i get so nervous that i cant do anything.
Ask your pdoc to treat your anxiety. I totally get anxiety. It’s awful
We are working on it. Its a slow process though. He doesnt realize how bad it is. And with my ex alcohol problems he wont prescribe a benzo. He just upped my celexa which is supposed to help. But that didnt do anything. He also started me on Vistaril 25mg 3x a day. That also does nothing. We talked about upping the vistaril when i meet with him next. 50mg 4x a day. Ill take 100mg 2x a day.
No. Not me. 。°。°。°。°。°
Want mine? I really hate gravel haulers right now.
No thanks. Your jerb sounds stressful.
Good luck @pasteyface
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