Have I lost it?

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TOTALLY, I don’t know whats was up with me yesterday.

Was totally lost in a world of conspiracy.

Sorry if it did not make sense, but it made a sense to me,

Out of each and everything.

I will take it as a phase of sz.

Cant believe what @san_pedro was talking about and i was in my own world and replying to you.

And also to @shutterbug I know you said few things but my understanding to the conversation was totally off the topic.

I don’t how to break this sz, its an illusion of delusions.

Is feeling normal is also a delusion ?

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It’s what it is. They don’t call it illness for nothing. It’s not your fault. We all have things that triggers us.

I myself am an atheist. But embarrassingly enough suffered from the prophet delusion. And I keep reading about different religious teachings which isn’t exactly healthy.

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@Speedy this sz is such a burden !

I can’t progress how much ever I try the more I try the more it impacts me.

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Don’t be so hard on yourself. It’s a struggle for sure.

Do you have something else to do rather than read conspiracy crap online?

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No I don’t read any I build up stories.

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What meds are you on??

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Aripiprazole 20mg and Bupron 150mg

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Ok! Don’t be afraid to tell the doc if the meds are not doing the trick.

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I think I am trying to escape what I am supposed to be facing

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You mean facing your delusions?

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Nope I am supposed to work more and smarter I think I can’t manage it. There are 16 employees under me whom I should coach and improve their performance

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Ok! Sounds like you have a lot to do. Just don’t get stressed. Stress is not good for us.

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I think I am stressing out.
Also there is this fear what if I can’t do it.
It’s a good paying job.
But I feel they are paying too less compared to the amount of work.
I am trying to cover up or escape this difficulty saying I am sz.

Sometimes I always wonder is it stress or an escape route from difficulties. For me there is no other option I have to work.

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Yeah, it’s hard to determine what is possible to do when one struggles with Sz.

If you are going the job route you need a plan and strategy on how you are going to do it.

I can’t handle stress at all. Symptoms come back and mess with me as soon as I stress.

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There is so much planning to do ! And also need to execute the plan.

They are overloading with work or its just me.

I have to do everything I feel so.

But it keeps me on my toes.
Does not allow me to think about anything else.

I also think this is an opportunity to grow where I will never get this chance again.

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Do your best. That’s all that matters.

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