I'm talking alone all day, either to voices or to my self

Om_Sadasiva · March 10, 2021, 9:19am

I am so tired and mad

Om_Sadasiva · March 10, 2021, 9:24am

Now i listen to music
with headphones.
It helps a little

Om_Sadasiva · March 10, 2021, 9:25am

I feel crazy.
I take my meds,
I don’t want to go to hospital.

ATARI · March 10, 2021, 9:31am

Hmm?.

Are You Taking Your Prescribed Medications?.

The Ones Prescribed By Your Doctor.

In The Right Way?.

Are You Doing Any Illegal Drugs Or Breaking Any Laws?.

If So, You Might Should Start Living The Right Way.

Hope, True Love, Joy, And Eternal Peace!.

Om_Sadasiva · March 10, 2021, 9:31am

“why did you take them?
Meds are poison”

Om_Sadasiva · March 10, 2021, 9:32am

No, i dont do illegal drugs.
I’m very careful and cautious.
Meds just stop working.

Om_Sadasiva · March 10, 2021, 9:35am

“kill them,
sun wants you to kill”

“Come on,
don’t be a coward”

Om_Sadasiva · March 10, 2021, 9:38am

I can’t do anything useful or productive.
I just chainsmoke

Bowens · March 10, 2021, 9:39am

You’ve got some nasty voices there @Om_Sadasiva . Don’t listen to them.

I smoke alot too . Bad for us.

Om_Sadasiva · March 10, 2021, 9:40am

I dont have many pleasures in life
Coffee, cigarettes, reading, eating, sleeping.

Bowens · March 10, 2021, 9:42am

Yeah, me too. I’ve got Anhedonia also. My list is similar to yours. I don’t really enjoy reading books though. Reading the forum and news I guess.

Om_Sadasiva · March 10, 2021, 9:43am

Do you have any persistent symptom?

Bowens · March 10, 2021, 9:45am

I don’t have any positive symptoms while I’m on medication…I only have the negatives…Lack of pleasure, Lack of motivation…poor concentration…etc.

Om_Sadasiva · March 10, 2021, 9:49am

I was like that for a period of time.
Severe negatives and few positives.
Now i have the opposite.
Severe positives, few negatives.
I wish i could have the zombie feeling
of negatives rather than this madness,
agitation, stress, paranoia.

Bowens · March 10, 2021, 9:56am

Yeah, I agree positives are worse. Negatives are bad enough but positives are hell.

Om_Sadasiva · March 10, 2021, 9:57am

Yeah, but dont lose hope.
I was desperate with negatives,
always complaining that there are
no meds for negatives.
They re gone now.

Om_Sadasiva · March 10, 2021, 10:08am

I’m exhausted
Freaked out
Numb

Om_Sadasiva · March 10, 2021, 10:34am

Is it normal to feel like an eggplant?

Vuldarz · March 10, 2021, 10:35am

Are you talking out loud? I had this too, it stopped in 2017, when I said in my mind: “I don’t want this anymore.”.

I still talk out to some delusions, but not 24/7. It’s just couple times and quiet around the day.
I was stuck in talking out loud really long.

Om_Sadasiva · March 10, 2021, 10:35am

Yes, out loud.
It’s really terrifying