I get breakthrough symptoms every once in a while and I can’t deal with them. I have to curl up on the bed and try to sleep it off. before (unmedicated) it was not this way. it was just a part of my life, i’d go about my day listening and talking to the voices.
I guess it’s just new again and I have to readjust to it. I think it’s almost better to hallucinate all the time then it is every once in awhile.
I can’t help but blame the meds for my new weakness/ lack of coping. I don’t know why I blame the meds for everything.