No more negative symptoms!! That was a rough 4 years. I never want to go back to that and am trying my hardest not to. But positive symptoms have come back, overwhelming at first even people on TV started reacting to my thoughts. I still can’t watch much TV, which was the only thing I was doing before. No more ideal handA.D. I greet up early, been cleaning and organizing, walking, cooking, reading, keeping busy. Thought the voices would be to much again and I’d crack, but I may have found myself instead. I hope I’m not being overly optimistic, but it’s so nice not to deal with negative symptoms! And I’ve been through mind cracking psychosis before and lived to tell the tale. I’m managing therefore cause it’s nothing new to me. I’m allowing myself to be"eccentric" in front of friends and am constantly updating family on my perceived mental status. If I could have these weird umm…“powers” and not loose it and not go back into remission, I might be able to survive. I have faith now and it has been beautiful. I hope everyone is doing well and finding some purpose for themselves. It’s a long tough road and I don’t know if the cycle ever ends, but the winds have changed and I’m ok with that.
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