I thought i was feeling better to go work mid March
… i asked to work from home … i don’t work more than 4 or 5 hours due to mental health and the only way I could get a laptop at home was to work 6 hours , 5 days and also come into the office to return the laptop if not working… as I was shielding with a 97 year old I said no and waited until rules relaxed… i went in and saw there was zero social distancing … i asked ro work from home and i offered to bring the laptop back when I wasnt using it… id still come in office this way but my exposure would be limited… she said no…she assured me it was very safe and didn’t need to be anxious … she says its safe to me i don’t undersyand why its ok for her to work from home when she feels its so safe and not me…i kblw I’m taking this personally which I shouldn’t… by now it felt unsafe and emotionally unsafe for me to be there as ive been feeling so paranoid
As I feel so unhappy with the situation and the way its handled I feel like I’ve been kicking up a fuss anf don’t want to be the one creating toxic enviromeny so I decided to take a step back ajf not go in
Take a mental health break.
Go see a doctor in the meantime.
See if you want to get back on meds.
I feel some things haven’t been fair but I feel i dont see things clearly… my partner says I always look for someone to blame … First I blame someone but eventually I end up taking the blame … i don’t always see that sometimes no one is to blame… when I blame myself it follows guilt and self hatred of being not a good person
My pdoc has not contacted me and i can’t get through to my team
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