Which would you rather have? I can induce mania with Abilify, I am sz not sza. I am more functional when manic.
@LevelJ1 Are you more functional when hypomanic?
I am 100% more functional with hypomania. Although it’s taken me years to harness it properly.
Abilify induced mania in me but idk if its mania or hypomania.
It was probably hypomania. Mania you get very grandiose to the point you believe your God or someone famous , or maybe you could fly just crazy ideas. Also hallucinations tend to accompany full mania
I Had more of a mania last summer probably from using ritalin. I ended up believing I was going to be a famous cartoon producer and a famous trap music artist. Which makes no sense as I have no talent in either one lol
Would you rather always have hypomania? No downside?
Sing with Rick Ross lol
Yeah I would prefer it. And I’d rather have hypomanias over only having depression.
If I only had clinical depression I’d probably of disappeared already. Atleast the hypomania gives me a break
Haha I thought I was gonna be like lil Nas-x
My personality was defined by negative symptoms for years avolition, apathy i guess nihilism is a negative too, social withdrawl etc. I also have mania as a positive symptom. I have done the same things a bipolar would do like try to build a crazy invention, or overintellectualizing the greatest theory in the world. Negative symptoms are better because you do nothing instead of doing something crazy.
One time when I was manic I ran through a small town I was living in kicking over election signs, yelling stuff at passersby, threw a carton of milk at a billboard, etc and was swarmed by half a dozen police cars.
I LIVE for hypomania. It’s the greatest feeling ever. Super productive. Super creative. I have to be careful, though, because I can get spendy.
Then there’s just this moment when it turns, and it turns into something bad. Usually for me I go mixed/agitated first, then depressed. I have also gone the route of full blown mania, and that sucks and I’m unbearable to be around.
My hypomanias and manias were a lot grander when I wasn’t medicated properly years ago.
Today I can still get hypomanic but it’s pretty short lived but it still feels great!
I don’t suggest that you get back on Abilify @anon67051439
You were really impulsive
That was a rampage I was on.
A few crazy inventions I built were a garbage can that inflates a garbage bag in the opening to keep the smell from getting out. A walking mech bicycle made by standing the bike up and attaching special legs to the pedals. And another type of bicycle made using small engine starter cords and a foldable dolly. I completed the garbage can prototype but the bikes never worked.
I’ve never dealt with mania but anyone I’ve spoken to with bipolar has enjoyed their mania/hypomania
Mania might be worse at keeping me from being med compliant. If mania feels good, I see why its difficult to want to be on meds.
I spent all my savings while on Abilify due to hypo/mania.
Yeah, you might by a one way trip to south America cause it was a brilliant idea while you were manic.
It depends on if you think being scatterbrained, making dumb mistakes, and losing a good chunk of your impulse control counts as functional.