Self terrified. My own fingers scared me - I was not allowed to suck my thumb. Why not. What else is a baby to do all day. It’s standard, babies suck their thumb. Don’t make me afraid of my own hands.
Hey Chordy, I’m sure that feeling will pass.
Nice guess, but, no, this fear came to me when I was in my twenties.
As you well know, my main preoccupation is with redirecting bad memories. This was one of them.