I’ve spent a lot of my life since the Sz was full blown manifesting itself alone. I feel like I missed out on a lot of life due to this idea of being alone. I suppose the train I was alone so often was in part of shame. I felt embarrassed that I had this terrible disease Another reason I was alone with my own thoughts was because I was not comfortable with other people due to the fact that I felt uncomfortable around other people especially when I was in medicated and Ibgsd a lot of paranoia.
Anyone else experience some of these feelings?