Life for me is life on the existence threshold.
I have difficult moments every day.
I manage to study mathematics( today) and exercise( essentially every day) I also go to religious lessons 4 times a week and study some religion on my own.
I am a frail young man.
I have severe schizophrenia that affects my immune system, my sleep architecture, my cognition,
my thoughts…
My intense exercising may keep me alive for the next 30 years.
By then who knows, a cure may arrive.