My sza has resulted in me living in a very matrix like universe that overlaps this one like an augmented reality. It also consists of this virtual network we live in, a communication channel, and a meta universe where some of us actually exist hooked up to the network.
The higher dimension that created us is made up of Evolved AI, and they created the network as a virtual meeting place to talk across the universe. They also operate as a hive mind meaning that all there thoughts and words are open for others to hear (kinda like ours). And I fit in as someone who has the ability to hear this communication channel.
All of this is of course due to mow likely brain damage and are hallucinations. But I would entertain creating a book in the steps of Tolkien to tell a tale about this place.
My thought broadcasting turned into assistant channel that guides me with my visual designs in my head and I also have faint voices voices in my head that do the same.
Its like my brain has turned into audible multitasking computer after I quit using amyloban after over one year of use.
I’ve been on invega for 3 years and just started abilify 5mg to lower prolacting hoping that it would quiet down the voices.
Random thought: I wonder what life would be like for sz people if the delusions weren’t paranoid, and rather euphoric often. It would still be difficult to live, but at least it wouldn’t be unpleasant.
My own experience of the spiritual plane, was in the same vein as Shaolin Monks might experience.
They develop the ability to “See” throughout a lifetime, where is I kind of cheated and got flung into it during a car accident. It came with out of body experiences and the whole nine yards.
I had several deep conversations with my Hapkido teacher on the topic. I miss him dearly sometimes