There has been a murder going on in my country and I’m scared that it’s going to be about mental illness again.
I’m scared to live. I’m threatened. What if people don’t want me alive? I’m just thinking I am the worst person on this earth and no one wants me alive. Everyone wants to kill me and murder me and lock me up. I feel scared. I’m schizophrenic, and people fear schizophrenics. Everyone would want to get rid of me.
I wish I wasn’t alive so that I could stop hurting people. I wish I can just hang myself on a tree or something if I didn’t have a religion. I live in fear every day and I feel like I’m going to crash.
From this point on, I’m going to avoid the news unless it’s about something important.