I find that I get really eager to talk to people because i live alone. My friend takes breaks away from his phone now. I think it’s because of me. I don’t want to annoy my new girlfriend so I try to keep it under control. But I usually tell her something warped from my problems but I cover it up quick enough. I call my mom. But she gets impatient and usually gets off with me soon enough. Then there’s my sisters and I don’t even try to socialize with them. They are my power of attorney and personal directive. So I get really lonely. Ever since I got out of psychosis and I’ve been on this injection. I’ve become a guy that can’t watch tv and can sit in one place and do nothing easily because my brain is just beat to ■■■■. So I’m thinking if I play my cards right I can hold on to my girl friend and eventually get a place together. Then I I will have someone like her to keep me company. So far I just see her once a week. But it’s only been three times. Living with her would be better than this. I think. But she does talk alot. And I’m cognitively impaired lol
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I may sound like a downer but you know how it is. Sz can hurt you. I like her though. She makes me happy
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She make me feel like I have a future
Sorry again if this sounds bad. But I am hurt. It just comes out as truth to me
My brain used to be very beat up too. Alcohol and illicit substances definitely didn’t help it.
Now I’m alcohol and drug free and I rarely hear voices.
Neuroplasticity is definitely real.
Everyone can get better. Stay strong, and don’t lose hope.
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Thanks Montezuma.
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