Totally different from living THE dream, haha. When I woke up this morning I had a split second where I wasn’t aware of my body, my proprioception was all thrown off and it was very weird.
All my other voices are gone and only the evil one is there. I don’t know what to make of this. Everything is getting blurry, my vision is getting worse in real life as I get older and better in my dreams. It’s funny because my dreams used to be blurry!
I felt oddly at peace today, even though I felt like I was looking at the world through a blurry telescope. I got this idea that Earth was like limbo for lost and confused souls, who got sucked in either by accident or by desire. Then we roam around here until we either grow evil enough to descend to darker realms or good enough to ascend to higher ones and leave this in-between world behind. Until then we die and get sucked right back to earth, almost like it’s a prison we can’t escape from. We don’t have anywhere else to go, since we aren’t good enough to live in higher realms and aren’t bad enough to live in lower ones. I’m trying to figure out how to break ties with this world so I can leave for good when I die.
I dunno, those thoughts will probably change over time, just like all my other beliefs. I’ve just felt very silly and light headed. How are all of you doing?