It’s called disillusionment. I get the irresistible feeling that my Lutheran church is a fraud. Their worship is fake, and all it is is a social club. Perhaps the only one with genuine faith, or an attempt at it, was me. I might keep going for a while, but I hesitate to make any more donations
I mostly thought it odd that we came together for “worship,” then afterward during “fellowship” Pastor just wanted to talk about baseball and Paul McCartney. The first part was just convenient, I guess. Wind him up on Sundays. Whatever.