Life kinda...sucks

Life is pretty bland. I mean it could be worse. But i spend most of my time uninterested in things and just lay around watching time pass. I miss being in a band and playing live music. I miss my friends. I miss working. But it seems like all of that is not possible anymore. I get so nervous going out. I meet people kinda doing delivery. Mostly food service workers that are to busy to talk.

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Being a delivery driver is hard work. I sympathize with you.

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——— sorry. You are really pushing yourself which is good.

Nah its easy. I only do like an hour or two at a time.

I feel you I guess I should show more gratitude because things could be worst but I’m laying down all day it’s crazy to think how much I don’t do on the weekends

I never really do anything. You arent alone.

My life is good when it doesn’t involve my wife’s family. That’s my only real complaint.

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Ugh. Family problems are the worst. Thats how i feel about my sisters family. My life is just really boring. I used to go out and play pool and have a good time. I also would play music at the local Moose club two or three nights a week. I dont do any of that anymore. I miss being around people my age.

I could have been having fun this weekend. Ugh.

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Fun? I totally have lost all concept of fun. The lack of emotion is real. Although i do have fun playing guitar again. Sometimes. Sometimes i just realize how much skill ive lost in it and get sad.

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That was me the first couple of years. Pushed myself to do stuff anyhow and the fun started to come back.

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Yeah. Sometimes i play video games and enjoy it. Or guitar. It takes a lot to get started though.

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Still a problem 30 years later. I try to keep momentum going to help with it. It’s hell to get moving again if I’m sick for a few days and have to stop.

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