Life is pretty bland. I mean it could be worse. But i spend most of my time uninterested in things and just lay around watching time pass. I miss being in a band and playing live music. I miss my friends. I miss working. But it seems like all of that is not possible anymore. I get so nervous going out. I meet people kinda doing delivery. Mostly food service workers that are to busy to talk.
Being a delivery driver is hard work. I sympathize with you.
——— sorry. You are really pushing yourself which is good.
Nah its easy. I only do like an hour or two at a time.
I feel you I guess I should show more gratitude because things could be worst but I’m laying down all day it’s crazy to think how much I don’t do on the weekends
I never really do anything. You arent alone.
My life is good when it doesn’t involve my wife’s family. That’s my only real complaint.
Ugh. Family problems are the worst. Thats how i feel about my sisters family. My life is just really boring. I used to go out and play pool and have a good time. I also would play music at the local Moose club two or three nights a week. I dont do any of that anymore. I miss being around people my age.
I could have been having fun this weekend. Ugh.
Fun? I totally have lost all concept of fun. The lack of emotion is real. Although i do have fun playing guitar again. Sometimes. Sometimes i just realize how much skill ive lost in it and get sad.
That was me the first couple of years. Pushed myself to do stuff anyhow and the fun started to come back.
Yeah. Sometimes i play video games and enjoy it. Or guitar. It takes a lot to get started though.
Still a problem 30 years later. I try to keep momentum going to help with it. It’s hell to get moving again if I’m sick for a few days and have to stop.
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