Life insurance trigger warning

DX'd - Sz/SzA
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I have two years to wait for suicide.more resolve

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Just curious, what happened? (If you don’t mind sharing, that is.)

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I’m making plans to where my mom is the beneficiary.you have to wait two years before committing suicide

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I’m talking about me.

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I need to fight the feelings toward my ending my life everyone is against me

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Er… Well, this is not healthy. I hope you’re talking to a doctor about this?

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Everybody is not against you. It just seems like it. I’m not against you at all, and from reading other peoples answers to all your posts, nobody else on here is against you either. In fact it’s just the opposite; everybody here wants to help you and see you do good.

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Pdoc may 15th.a long wait.

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I just wish I’d get rid of the death issue.they are after me where I live

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Yes, that’s a long wait. Do you think maybe that you should make another appointment right now for the week or two after the 15th? It might be better because they might book you an appointment for two weeks after that if you make it ahead of time when there’s an opening, rather than wait until May 15th to make another appointment and by that time there might not be an opening for a month.

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I’ve tried that before I can wait til may 15th

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Please don’t plan suicide, roxanna. There are people that care about you and would miss you. I hope you get help. I am rooting for you.

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I may go to crisis center Monday. I’m killing myself because I don’t want people to harm me first.

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The neighbors are in on it.

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I know how scary it is to think that people want to hurt you. I feel that way too sometimes, especially when I am alone or at night. But hurting yourself first will just mean that they win. Wait until you can go to the crisis center. Maybe they can shed some light on things.

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How do you get over it? Crisis lady said on phone why would they be talking about you not knowing you?

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Distracted by TV. Just headphones

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Neighbors listening

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Do your boyfriend and cat help comfort you at all?

I know what works for me at night are keeping my headphones and radio on 24/7.

I’m sorry. You’ve been struggling pretty hard lately.

Take care @roxanna. Please stay safe. :v: :heart: - Monte

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My cats and bf yeah.i went two days without paying any attention to them. It’s just ■■■■■■■■.living around people thx monte

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