It really is a wonder to be able to recover from this. I’m not 100% yet but I’m still getting better. What hell that was I went through. Real mind warping stuff. The voices are like distant noise now, sometimes it’s there sometimes it’s not. But they quit insulting me and trying to get me to kill myself. There isn’t any consistent telepathy any more. That was a real trip. I felt inferior to everyone. Inherently. They all seemed perfect. Now all I have to do is forget it ever happened and learn how to have normal experiences again. This illness is a real trip. I’m free again. Now I can actually improve myself as a person.
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good man. im glad your better
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You might go through a period of “what the hell do I do now?” sorta mindset, since you were so occupied with the telepathy for a long time, just make little goals and stuff to work towards . You probably wont forget it happened but you can use it all as big learning experience. I still laugh about some of the delusions ive had and how ■■■■■■■ crazy they were lol
Yeah I’m definitely in that phase of wtf do I do. I’ve got some job placement coming up. So I’m just going to continue fighting the good fight. The hardest part for me is contemplating drug use. Now that I’ve got my mind back I just want to get high. Risky business. Gotta find some resolve
yeah dont do the drugs man, its tempting but it never works out. maybe take up some sort of sport activity that gives you a natural high?
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Yeah I could start running again. It’d be nice to lose a little weight. I just haven’t been physically active in like 2 years.
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i just started getting active again this past month, i had found the longer i went without exercise even more so i had no motivation to do it. but its starting to come back very slowly
did any sedation from the meds go away?
I don’t really get sedated by the meds or at least it doesn’t feel that way. I do drink a lot of caffeine though.
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