we’ll it’s here, I completed my sentence. don’t think i’ll get in trouble for anything ever again.
the year has been a sober one, before probation my drinking was on the decline, from 4 days a week of binge drinking, to once a week of moderate alcohol consumption. I would have a glass or two of wine on Saturday nights. at the time, I really looked forward to it. it was my little reward for making it through the week.
but now im starting to pull out of my funk, I don’t know if I will go back to it. sobriety doesn’t bore me like it used to. I feel better and my short and long term memory are really improving. in the past I couldn’t remember a conversation for like 20 minutes. I would catch myself repeating questions i’d already asked previously. I don’t do that anymore.
don’t want to say it was a good thing, but I welcome my new way of life as a result of it. really nothing will change, i’ll keep taking my meds and go about my weekly business. will probably watch more sports again when I get bored instead of drinking.
im not ashamed of myself, my charge was a victimless crime. I was kind of holding a grudge against the prosecuter for giving me a record, but im over it now.
it seems my adventures have come to an end. nowadays I stay in and rarely go out. will sometimes get to take trips with my parents, so I look forward to that. but im starting to live for my routine, like I said in a previous thread, I much prefer the weekday to weekends.