Last time I was hospitilized was march of this year. I thought it was january but it was actually march. And I was in there for a few weeks now I feel like I might have to go again soon but idk…
august of this year. im afriad ill go back too
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In 1971. I decided I wouldn’t go to the hospital anymore. Took my pills…
4 years since January
13 moths I been out, does suck that we cant trust our doc’s and some of my family w our thoughts, etc. The night before last I mentioned to my mom that I felt like I needed to get me a doc appointment, she tripped sayn that her and her new husband aren’t going to put up with any “stupid ■■■■” from me and that maybe I need to think about long-term hospitalization, really hurts that she said that
2011 was my last time my first one was in april 2010
Dec. 2012-Jan.2013 was my last time. I went in there for violent intrusive thoughts. They didn’t cure my violent intrusive thoughts, but I had to get back to school. The first time was in Oct. 2010. I was involuntarily committed. But then they had me sign all these papers to say that I was there voluntarily. Then I had to go to mental health court after three days, and I stayed for a total of two weeks. I was still heavily delusional when I left, but they didn’t ask me about all of that. It wasn’t until I got home, and got proof that my delusions weren’t true that I stopped believing them.
the last time was 2009 i think. i stayed one night because i was terrified of all the drs and nurses and other patients. stupid really but i was hearing all their voices in my head and i just couldn’t trust that i would b safe there. in hindsight, i shouldve stayed for a couple of weeks till it wore off. when it happens again i’ll make sure i stay till i get my mind back in order. i think i’ve got a handle on it now though so whatever they do, it’ll have to b pretty bad to make me sectioned this time. i may even go in voluntarily just for a rest. but we’ll see i think the next bombs will b physical now rather than psychological as i don’t believe the voices ■■■■■■■■ anymore. government conspiracy? i don’t think so somehow!
Can you work on moving out? Are there people to help you? Doesn’t sound like a healthy environment for you. I assume that you are living with your mother now.
@pob I’m living w her now since November. workng on getting signed up for financial aid if it will cover me to live in the single-parent dorms then will be moving there this fall and goin back to school, but that seems like forever from now, I considered going back to Indiana where stress levels were down, etc but she told me she aint letting me go back w her grand-daughter which is my daughter!!! kills me 
I haven’t even got to the delusional point yet I haven’t been for a year. this whole situation doesn’t help the circumstances just stresses me out and that’s when things go downhill, I feel like she just wanted me down here to get her hands on my kiddo then get rid of me for good
there os no one down here to help me I have no friends, family and what friends I have are up north, just feeling helpless at the moment… idk y I let her talk me into moving down here
Summer of 2007. Hated every moment of it as it wasnt really my idea to be there. I basically spat out the medication they gave me as I refused to play ball.
Thanks, Barbie…
i hope things get better for you , i am sure they will.
take care
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Yeah, me too. Family stuff is hard. Hopefully you will be on your own soon. A psychiatrist would probably be good.
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The first time I went to the hospital was because I had a delusion that I was dying. It was over the Thanksgiving holidays. Next I tried to wrap my car around the nearest tree, but for some words of an old love that sent me on my way to fighting the voices. I walked on my rain soaked road going from house to house(bc. my car was stuck) till someone drove me home. The next morning I went to the hospital(a different one) for the Xmas and New Year’s holidays. I’ve been out ever since.
Youre doing well pedro…youre over a year out of hospital, that’s a good milestone…focus on getting to 2 years and you will feel like your making a complete break from the revolving door syndrome. Im in the same boat as yourself, coming up to 2 years out of hospital and Im feeling great.
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Last time I was hospitalized was in May of 2013 for two weeks.
I was in hospital for sixth time discharged just last week on 24th January after three weeks. Funny way to start a new year 2014. Stupid me - I stopped my pills so what did I expect???
Before that May-June 2013 for five weeks, and before that 2003-2005 four times. Between those years was in remission but had relapse in 2012 after i got married.
Last time was 2000. I was 18.