So minus this last year…I was undiagnosed…so I think I was an overly high functioning self medicating… destined to burn my self out one way or another…no real negative symptoms but dam a lot of positives that overwhelmed me…so the laughing while it all burns kinda sz
And now I think ■■■■ it I have sz…lots of negative symptoms still a decent amount of positive symptoms…try to make my pain into various jokes but…what I find funny and what a lot find funny are not in the same book…so the not too funny but kinda funny Loki sz…
Oh yea most Normie’s confuse sz with d.I.d…I have both and am nowhere near as bad as the ideas in the collective normie mind are…when I do black out I wonder around complaining of being lost…I’m not feral…even when I’m not me so to speak… I still maintain a certain level of humanity…bah…dual stigmas…
My first hospital visit. If the knife would have been smaller and sharper I would have succeeded at beating out the tormentors. But now I just have the scars since they didn’t give me any ointment until I asked on day 5. One looks like the eye of the needle.
I switched highshools half way through my senior year. I was in torts law and heard allot about mythology across the hall. Really wanted to do photography. Bigger school. More options.
I don’t know what kind of labels you were expecting but I think I have paranoid schizophrenia. I’ve been diagnosed with schizophrenia and schizoaffective disorder before though.