Label your own sz...maybe this will be a nice introspective exercise

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So minus this last year…I was undiagnosed…so I think I was an overly high functioning self medicating… destined to burn my self out one way or another…no real negative symptoms but dam a lot of positives that overwhelmed me…so the laughing while it all burns kinda sz

And now I think ■■■■ it I have sz…lots of negative symptoms still a decent amount of positive symptoms…try to make my pain into various jokes but…what I find funny and what a lot find funny are not in the same book…so the not too funny but kinda funny Loki sz…

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Oh yea most Normie’s confuse sz with d.I.d…I have both and am nowhere near as bad as the ideas in the collective normie mind are…when I do black out I wonder around complaining of being lost…I’m not feral…even when I’m not me so to speak… I still maintain a certain level of humanity…bah…dual stigmas…

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I’d call my Sz affliction…

“Episodic Grandiose Self-Persecution”

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So, this is the tone of the song we need . Not scary just in need .trying to help Huckfinn. write a song.

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I almost killed myself the first time.

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First time what?

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Something similar now that I’m on meds

Before meds I was a much bigger mess but now on meds it’s a cycle between grandiosity and persecution and normality but nothing entirely serious

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My first hospital visit. If the knife would have been smaller and sharper I would have succeeded at beating out the tormentors. But now I just have the scars since they didn’t give me any ointment until I asked on day 5. One looks like the eye of the needle.

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Ah I’m sorry…I would have 1 less eyeball if I succeeded…Odin complex…I guess…

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What is the Odin complex?

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Odin gained all the knowledge of the universe in exchange for ripping out his left eye…I thought and was compelled to do the same…

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I think I’m the only one on this site who has had this type of incident so I don’t mind sharing it with you…

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I switched highshools half way through my senior year. I was in torts law and heard allot about mythology across the hall. Really wanted to do photography. Bigger school. More options.

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I don’t know what kind of labels you were expecting but I think I have paranoid schizophrenia. I’ve been diagnosed with schizophrenia and schizoaffective disorder before though.

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As serious or jokingly as you wanted to make it…good work so far…

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“Frankie”…

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you too awesome too brah?

Schizophrenia… a controversy behind everything.