Even if they did think you were a drug dealer though, why would you care? As long as you arenāt actually dealing drugs, itās not like they are going to catch you, right?
No I am not involved with any drugs. I am worried though police will hear this rumour and raid the flat. They break down the door when they do that and I am afraid I will get evicted for damage to the door
Just after the neighbour came out of his front door to literally stand on the street for one minute solely to look at me. He had no other reason to be out there
Sounds like paranoia to me though. 99.999% of people wouldnt do that and it is pretty illegal. If they were doing something illegal the last thing they would do is talk to the neighbours about it.
Silly Question⦠You tried wearing headphones or earbuds when outside with your tunes on? I find that helps with the paranoia. I have the same thoughts about my neighbours too - but in reality they are more bothered about themselves then probably wondering what your doing.
Even if they are talking about you - just try to ignore them. Maybe they are just bloody nosey like mine are.
I had a spate where a group of people were calling me a pedo - cos i drunkenly said one night that i loved children and wanted to be a nursery nurse. Dont let it get to you.
Hey that is a good idea about the headphones! Will definitely check it out.
Feel like wearing headphones in the flat just now. But unfortunately I am in that phase of being as quiet as a mouse so I can eavesdrop on the scheming neighbours.
I appreciate eavesdropping is rude and counterproductive. BuT I worry if I donāt listen in on their conversations I will miss crucial intelligence of when the riot police are coming
I would try to lay off the eaves-dropping mate. I used to do that alot - and found it just fuelled the paranoia, and the brain just fills in the gaps on what you want to hear, when you cant hear them properly.
Your meds are not working, I used to think that my neighbour works with ISIS. I saw black tainted cars infront of his and my house at night. I thought they came to pick me up so I work for them but there was no one in the car when I went outside.
You need to raise or change your meds. I remember you had good non-paranoid posts before. Did you change your meds?