I have this new girl we went on our first date yesterday. I picked her up in my car. Which I may lose if I ever fess up to having impairment. Bought her pie around the corner from my apartment. Then walked around A little. She asked me to buy her a pack of cigarettes. Then I showed her my awesome apartment which I get for cheap. And drove her home. She knows I have problems with my brain now. It is obvious that I can’t socialize very well. Maybe she doesn’t know how serious it it. But I could barely understand anything she was telling me. It would be nice to have a relationship with her. She told me that she want to hang out once a week. But I know I can’t be that aware guy with her. I feel unfriendly and disabled. I just want a little life.
Happy cake day, @Garbled ! You joined exactly a year ago.
I know first hand how hard it is for people with sz to keep a friendship or more with someone else. I had to abandon my last romantic project because I was having some cognitive issues, was going through a bout of depression and the girl I was hanging out with didn’t show enough empathy and attraction to me to warrant further effort from my part. So I let her go.
Maybe if I just keep showing interest by texting her and just keep trying. She will give back. I manage to keep a good friend that I have. He likes me. I gotta get this girl into the same groove
That sounds weird. Groove lol I hope she will sleep with me. I’m really attracted to her
Sorry just trying to figure this site out. Cognitive impairment You don’t have to reply.
Now I feel like an idiot. Nevermind
That’s cuz you got sex involved with the girl while the guy friend sex isn’t involved?? So yeah sexual feelings tend to create conflicting circumstances. You gotta learn how to control it
I know I got sex involved. I’m on testosterone therapy. And I haven’t had sex in 24 years. Because of You know. The hell of schizophrenia
She just texted me right now. Wow
Everyone. Reading this. I am garbled. And I am here.
I’m eating a plum garbled I’m hungry
She just texted me and told me it wasn’t a date. That she has a boyfriend. Damn. I really liked her lip ring. It was turning me on
Garbled what else u like then girls. I like music and religion and sports and nature to name a few things
the chance you say everything, she’ll say goodbye. you should take that chance though. there’s other women.
I don’t like Islam anymore. I used to be a delusional psychotic Muslim. I’m a white guy. Definitely not into that anymore. I like music. I wish a new some really interesting music. I always wanted sex though. Couldn’t have it. Might be hard now too. I like my car. Dodge Avenger. I like my apartment. It is especially cool. I like to walk downtown. But I’m afraid of people talking to me. I like my friend Zane. He’s autistic and he looks like dolphin lundgren. He also has sz and he has religious paranoia. He thinks the president of France could be the antichrist. I try to be positive. I’m a cool guy. I think. I have severe cognitive impairment from serious psychosis
It’s hard for anyone navigating the dating world, especially if you’re mentally ill. Just try to enjoy friendships until you have more social skills and more confidence
I like Buddhism and Taoism particularly but I’m interested in majoring in religious studies in school
Glad u got a friend I don’t really have any but I’m in iop with a group for therapy but I recently changed my meds it really helped
Funny how some fanatics in France think the same about the president of the US. They even stop you on the street to tell you that.
Sorry anybody who wanted to talk. My mother called me I gotta drive to her house and bring her coffee. Im gonna do this more often
im not a muslim but i have a koran and some poetry books. i like sufism. not tuwafh but sufism itself. but then i like other religions too. very liberal religion wise.