It was terrible. It was meant to be an all day kinda thing. I lasted about 25 minutes before i had to go outside and calm down. Couldnt go back in. My aunty tried to convice me to come back in and relax and that they all love me and theres no judgement. Which i rationally know. But i still couldnt help but panic and tear up. So i just walked away down the street and eventually got an uber home. And that was that. Didnt say goodbye to anyone.
Dont know how my pdoc and case manager expects me to work. They think im so high functioning. Just cause im not currently hallucinating or having crazy delusions doesnt mean im not on struggle street still…
If you are struggling mentally this holiday season too just know your not the only one.
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That’s rough. I’m sorry you went through that.
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Anxiety is horrible. I’m sorry you went through this.
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Anxiety is truly awful. I’m sorry you had to go through that. HUGS
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Thanks guys. Thats okay, im still pressing on and not giving up yet! Need therapy too haha.
it’s good that you knew when to go out. I need to take me time a lot too because otherwise i go nuts. Stay strong =)
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Great post. Means a lot to me thank you. And hang in there
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Perfecting a good sneer is the best trick for surviving social gatherings.
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