Jesus was just a prophet. There have been many prophets in different areas of the world to speak to different cultures in a way they can understand. Perhaps you would find interest in another prophet. The one thing they had in common was an uncanny ability to know and speak of truths.
If you think religion will help your recovery it’s most encouraged on this site. But if this thread opens a can of worms into religious discussions, it will have to be closed.
The most important thing is belief. We are individuals so all of us are different from each other so some believe what they believe in and others beg to differ. The truth is not so important because it all boils down to virtual reality. God is not physical reality. God is virtual reality and if your virtual reality keeps you happy and going then why not do so ???
I’m not thinking that you’re a danger to yourself or others, but if you’re hearing them and believing they’re talking to you, you need a med adjustment, not necessarily to go to the hospital.