I’ve always been a pretty jealous person but now I’m not jealous so much.
Well the reason isn’t so much a change in anyone else but the change is in my perspective.
I realize. I am a very brave, courageous person who has done a good job with the cards he were given.
So like. Person I was jealous of was Eminem but now…it’s not about that I don’t wanna make music anymore so much but because I realize with my cards I could never be anything like him. I am me. And I’m successful at being me, and happy, and that’s all that matters.
So I don’t need to try to be other people.
So In turn I enjoy their lives and my own life better.
Jealousy sucks.
Another thing I’m trying to cut out is sarcasm.
Because I read sarcasm is immature and disrespectful.
And I realized it is. No more sarcasm for me. Roiiightt.
I couldn’t cope with myself in recent years and found myself just acting out different characters. I never been jealous but supportive to other people. I put myself secound. But when i see how some environmental criminals make their money in unfair ways i say to myself with pride i could have done that too.
It’s good that you are able to realize these things and be happy with who you are and your own accomplishments. I don’t know if you would call it maturity or what, but it’s definitely a step in the right direction. Glad things are working out for you.