He discussed with me, because the doctor is changing my medications. Today I went to a doctor because of the side effect of dry mouth and the doctor suspended the Thorazine. He simply can not understand me and says I’m only talking about the disease. He does not understand that I’m not sick because I want.
This discussion destroyed my day.
I just wanted to cry, but no tears come.
So sorry Andy, it’s hard for parents to see their children suffer and we are always pretty obsessed about it.
Can you find some reading material for them to understand the illness? I can give you a few links.
He simply can’t understand.
He doesn’t want to read or watch any content about schizophrenia.
He thinks that I’m doing nothing to overcome the illness.
He simply can’t see how much I suffer and I much I suffered in the past.
He can’t even look to my achievement of doing this course.
He’s an alcoholic and gets angry with anything.
I sometimes only want to die.
I know what it is like to have an alcoholic father, you need to remember none of this is your fault, it’s his own life he’s destroying. You need to be strong and rise above.
I’m sorry he gets angry… Wish there was something I could do or say to help.
Thank you for your support.
I’m sorry you are going through this @Andy.
Do you have a psychologist or therapist who might be able to help you work out ways to bock the negativity coming from your Father?
Just remember that, although he might have his opinions, it doesn’t mean he is right. You’re a strong fighter and I know you are trying to recover.
@anon84763962,
I have a psychologist.
I already spoken to her about this situation earlier of what occurred today and she said that she will talk with my father and my aunt.
He only wants to criticizing me everytime.
That’s good news. It will be good to have someone in your corner.
I’m better now.
I’ll do my treatment in another pdoc.
I just can’t continue my treatment in the service that I was, because it was very disturbing to me, it has people that speak alone or begins to sing with no reason, say disturbing things. This service that I was is a post-hospitalization service, but I was never hospitalized before