But u don’t want to or can’t.
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I can relate to this. Need someone who understands and also have knowledge to impart.
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I’ve been feeling isolated with all my health issues. I wish I was able to talk with friends more
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Definitely, would like to talk more to my wife right now about things that Im feeling but she is already so burdened still by mourning the recent passing of her father 
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Yeah i do have agoraphobia…i feel kinda better today but i hate night…not looking forward to it coming again
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Agoraphobia sucks
Im anxious as hell going anywhere
I can’t cope with much
Don’t be bothered about nighttime @irrelevant its just dark outside we just entertain ourselves talking ■■■■ and playing card games or monopoly.
Husband in other room mostly tv hermit but he pops in to see me and make sure im ok
Were all ageing gotta just go with it and enjoy the ride a little
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My weird thoughts start hitting me around 8pm a lot of nights. And i’ll feel like i need to tell people about them but i am not good at talking to people online or in real life.
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Yea i know but you could make different convo with your friends and family just to distract u a bit. I do that i don’t talk whats happening in my thoughts to everyone
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Hey @irrelevant sorry you are having a hard time right now. We are here for you!
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I have no real life friends. Only person i know is my mom but she goes to bed for most the night. I rarely tell anyone online whats goingnon in my thoughts cause im afraid i will make it come true with my mind or that i will be cursed if i give out too much info. So i have to hold it in and suffer with my thoughts alone.
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Thanks @anon55031185
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Yes i know what you mean i hold a lot in i can relate to that
Shame you only have your mum. I have husband who helps me a lot he does an awful lot really, it must be difficult for you
When i ring my family i just show an interest in what their talking about and let other people do the talking mostly, it helps that way
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yeah i never tell my mom anything…she does all the talking.
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Lol yep so does mine
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I have a visit from my brother and his family coming this weekend and noone ever visits so im nervous as hell thinking its going to go badly, awkward
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i bet it will go great…have fun with it. all my family except my mom lives states away.
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Those American states are massive distances, cheers but i think its gonna be eat drink, couple of card games and then i will want them to leave after 1-2 hours because it will be too much for me
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@irrelevant have you got brothers or sisters, ive both and were all completely different in personality
im not really sure. i have 3 half brothers and one half sister but i’ve only met them a couple times. i felt a strong connection to one of my brothers when i saw him…but i only saw him for a few minutes. I have a cousin who was raised around me like a brother til middle school when his mom moved him.
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