I’ve been getting these strong feelings for the past two months. I’ve actually had them for years but just recently started acting on them.You guys are cool, most of you are likable and have good intentions I have no beef with that. I am the same way. But you aren’t better than me. And people in public and around me aren’t magically better than me.
I don’t have to respect everybody. Why should I respect people who don’t act decently? I’m not just blithering. Does anyone else know what blithering is? Or did my dad just make it up? It means saying inane, rambling nonsense. But I’m not blithering. I am acting on it.
I am just sick of disrespectful people who use people or put people down. I see people who consider me a jerk but are acting ten times worse than me. Why should people get respect for acting like a*sholes? And when you give them respect they use it against you. Yes, I know that’s the way the world works.
But when they do that, it just motivates me to be as nice as I can and strengthens my resolve to be kind to people. If I occasionally scare someone I can’t help it. But I don’t go out looking for trouble. I’m out looking for a job, and to make my life better and I’m not out to mess with anyone. I caused my share of trouble when I was younger. But I’ve outgrown that nonsense.
But that stuff is pointless to me now. And I’m not interested in intimidating other people or intentionally causing them trouble. I’m thinking of school, what restaruant I might eat at tomorrow and going to my sisters house for a barbaque with her nice friends. This is my game plan and I will stick too it.
