With that mentality you could never realize the benefits of cannabis use. Very useful drug. But I can’t do it anymore.
Recovery of drugs is not about regrets but moreso about “I can’t do this anymore”. Cannabis is very useful. You should have that mentality not your current.
I can’t smoke. It makes me freak out about mortality. It’s not the idea about mortality or anything. I look down at my dying body and freak out about being rotting suffering tubes in a warring hellhole that doesn’t care about me.
I realize deeply what it’s like to have your skull split in half or your organs removed in a surgery.
I can’t smoke, When i do it’s intense and scary. I know when i smoke that my skull can be penetrated repeatedly by a hammer or my throat can be cut, it’s less intense when i don’t smoke.
It does bad things to me when i smoke, it’s scary.
Did you know that 420 originates with some kids who would sneak out and smoke? They knew the grateful dead somehow and then it spread and spread and spread. So it was some kids and the grateful dead that created 420.