I can’t believe it’s been 4 months since I last visited the forum. I thought I had found remission through the use of hemp. I wrote about it and even encouraged others to try. For that, I am truly very sorry. Marijuana is marijuana, no matter what you call it.
Happy to report I am not using it any longer. I have about 75 days sober, with one relapse in between. I guess the moral of the story is to stick to the tried and true: adherence to medication and a good support system. I hope you are all doing well, fighting the good fight.