I don’t have ideas in my head. my illness was like this also… I avoid a lots of my thougths, by fear of thinking in negative… I cant feel love anymore… I am low functioning, I am fed up to be like this since 13 years,even more… the meds did the thing to less feel my brain in my head. but don’t they desensiblize me?i am not sure that I need them… maybe I just need to give them more time-now I take them since 2 months… I don’t get the info around me and sometimes I just say to my friends-’‘yeah,yeah’’, just that… I wanna cry, I wanna die but in fact I wanna live and love one day-something,someone…
Give them more time.
for you they worked for how much time ever? probably its tough for me cause I am ill since 13 years, even more… is it normal not to catch up the information around me neither to have ideas in my head? I am not as other schizos sho are ‘‘productives’’ in their illness. me I am dead spirtitually,emotionally and artistically… I just feel sadness and anger a lot right now…