It creeps me out to reread my book I wrote

I was reading a bit here and there in my book and I started getting nervous and anxious. I think my brain has had so much time ignoring that my delusions aren’t true it clicks something in my head that I start rehashing old delusions and start feeling a bit psychotic? I developed a panic disorder from writing the book so I’m not reading it anymore.

Best to put it down and walk away from it.

Good on you for writing a book. That’s quite an accomplishment.

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thanks turtle…it took me three years to write it. I wrote most of the time a page a day, I had to keep at it…took me another five years to raise the money to self publish. I’m glad the book is out there but it scares me. haha

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