I was initially diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder.
I was put on Abilify 20 mgs.
I gave the doctor my symptoms and told him I thought I had ADD.
The problem was that the paranoia was there since eight years earlier. But, these delusions were something the PDoc didn’t know about. I didn’t know they were delusions because they were true to me.
I was diagnosed when I went out for three nights without sleep, and did some stupid things. Thus, I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder.
Now almost 10 years since my first diagnosis, it has been realized that the roots of the illness (SZA) are in early childhood.
Now apart from the concentration problems, I had another symptom: A sound filtering problem since childhood.
So, at that time, I was giving him my symptoms, which included the above symptom.
Eventually, he gave me a medication for focus, Ritalin. For years after that, I had esoteric experiences. I was put on Clozapine, and the esoteric experiences continued. When Abilify was mixed with Clozapine, the esoteric experiences abated. This was Eight years after the initial diagnosis.
Once he had switched me to Ritalin, and I had ended up in the hospital, that Pdoc said he doesn’t specialize in this condition and doesn’t want to treat me anymore.
His research work was in Bipolar/Schizophrenia I believe.
Whenever I tell a Psychiatrist that I was given Ritalin for focus, they don’t understand how Ritalin could be given to someone with Psychosis without due diligence. At that time, my family had provided some symptoms, based on which that doctor had concluded that I was in Psychotic Depression. In other words he didn’t think I was in Mania because of Abilify, but because I was Bipolar, it must be Psychotic Depression. Yet, he gave me Ritalin, though I asked for it because I thought I had ADD.
My Columbia University GPA was 3.5 so the doctor just couldn’t understand how this was possible. The symptoms I had, and the fact that they were present since childhood, was what baffled him. He seemed more concerned about that and kept on asking me my GPA.
Is this a criterion to judge whether there is Bipolar or Schizoaffective?
He just had to make sense of the symptoms.
Would this be considered Malpractice?