Hi Anna. Your hair looks better than before, at least to me. Here is me from a few days ago. You should try smiling a little bit too 
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oh, ill be hard now but here again the cliche… ‘‘smile’’… i am dumb in my head, i dont want to smile to everyone. I am suffering and its like i come from space not from earth. I cant smile oh photos. I know you like more sarad or some other girls but its not them who spent 17 years in isolation. you dont have a clue what it means to have those years behind you for a human being… so this ‘‘smile’’ sounds to me like a cliche now. why smiling always?
i need to vent now, that’s all. everybody keeps saying that guys like girls who smile yeah. But they didn’t know that at a time i was living on another planet that’s all. and i was always wondering how the other girls can smile, even the ill ones. Me, i couldn’t do it for years. that’s all. i am officially the idiot of this forum.
I like it @Anna1
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@Andrey u look super young …!!! Liked ur pics…!!! We from 3 different country 3 different face…!!!
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Oh Anna - don’t mind Andrey’s remark about smiling here 
As Ish says: ‘you look a lot brighter today.’
I agree with Ish on this point. 
Keep up the good work! It’s not always easy to go out for a hair style.
This post made me smile!!! I love it Anna, you look great 
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thanks tomasina. Yes, i fight a lot. Maybe its still a struggle mostly in my head but i think i need to fight my bad and just dumb thoughts. I occupy myself at home more than before. But yeap, i degraded intellectually and emotionnaly so i need to regain this. It will take time in my case. few people have spent 17 years in total and freaky and desperate isolation. gosh, its sad this, i lost my best years. I hope ill feel better soon cause i dont want to waste the future ones. i dont know what i really lack to feel better but i have the hope that the meds will help me a bit on this.
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You’re welcome, Anna! It’s great that you’re occupying yourself more at home! I’m sorry for your troubles - it can’t be easy - but it sounds like you’re on a better path now - a path of recovery and discovery. I’m happy for you!
How do you know who I like, lol ?? Are you a mind reader ??
I like girls who fight. If you are a fighter, then I like you too 
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Looking beautiful @Anna1
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I am probably the biggest fighter here despite what you think. I am ill since child. I never knew the happiness. I never knew the normality. So please, stop lowering me. Whatever, you seem not to like me. I say the same things cause i was like in prison for two decades. Somebody here can say this? Still need to vent. I was weak in the past and some people just used me too.
Huh? I am not belittling you at all. I hate people who are condescendent and I try not to be one myself.
I have been used in the past, for sex, too 
no problem, I moved on.
I was “in prison” only for three years. I am escaping that prison right now. Do I feel sorry for myself? No. Life simply taught me a lesson. I have learned a lot about the world, and about myself during this illness. I am thankful for that, but now I want to get better and I am not looking back at the past.
Yes Anna it looks great I wish I could have short pixie cut myself but hubby prefers it longer. That’s marriage for you lol! 
You’re beautiful, Anna. I could shoot a wonderful portfolio of you. Please don’t doubt your looks.
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Thanks pixel. My body is still marked by the illness but i dont regret it anymore. Its a waste of time. I started my home bycicle again in fact. 10 minutes per day.
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That’s awesome news, Anna! Congratulations on starting to exercise!
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